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Reviving the blog, 4 years later

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Iam gonna revive this blog!!! Last post was during December 2012?! WHUT. Hahaha it's been soooo long since I blogged. Rusty liao. Anyways, I will probably transfer some blogs from my diary(?) to this blog. Yes, I did some writing on my notebooks here and there throughout the years. Will find some time and transfer them to this blog soon ba? Soon I hope haha *guilty for being lazy*

OH. And I read my previous post. Who was the guy I have a crush on ah?!?! HAHAH omg I dont remember sia wtheck hahaha!! Now I dont even remember such a thing happened? I had a crush on someone during poly meh? Hmmmmm... Ohyah, maybe I did. Remember liao. One small lil crush hahaha. Damn funny.

Till next time~

Was posted on Friday, December 14, 2012

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Hmmm still have no idea what to post after so long...
Too many things happened? Or too much uninteresting things happened?
Well well~
Came here to list down the korean ahjussi actors that I like!
Kekeke cause I always seem to forget who I have interest in XD

So~:
- Cha Seung Won
- Song Seung Hyun
- Kim Myung Min
- Bae Soo Bin
- Jo Hyun Jae

Eh? That's all?! Hmm I thought I liked alot of them... :/
See see I keep forgeting who is in that list...
Will come back and add them in if I remember~~~

Other people like korea singers/idols very very easily.
They can like alot alot of idol groups at one go...
The thing about me, Iam hardly interested in other groups other than Super Junior keke!
But when it comes to actors, especially uncle actors, I can be interested in them very quickly and easily HAHAHA!!
I really like charismatic ahjussi(s).
HAHAHA Like weird hor XD

I have been MIA for so long eh~

Was posted on Wednesday, August 22, 2012

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It's been so long since I blogged~ /sighs

Lost all the motivation to blog liao~ Since nothing much happened to my life.

So the reason why I came this time is...?

Well so let's see, recently I found out/realised (?)...

Meh I think I have a crush on this guy.. Like dang when did it happen?!

I haven't seen him, interacted with him for very very long, like months ago.

And even if I did see him months ago, I also didnt interact much with him ah.

Like when did I started thinking about him so much?

I do think he's a good, matured guy and all. But I knew it's definitely not possible de ah.

Iam not even friends with him lol.

But damn why my heart and mind keep thinking about him and I wanna know him so badly.

Tsk sometimes I hate myself.

Just keep thinking about him only.

Then one day I wanted to text him so badly, like randomly text him.

The feeling is like so damn strong!

It's like I want to try texting him that day.

I even composed a sms in my mind to send to him.

All that's left for me to do, is to type it out and click send.

Then I suddenly rmb he's going to army soon, though Iam not sure the date, I know it's somewhat near.

In the end, I didnt send out any sms cause Iam scared that he had booked in alr, then it will be so malu lah!

Guess what, later that night, I found out that he booked in that day.

Is that coincidence or what? It's like I wanted to talk to him badly and then he book in liao...

TSK

And a few days ago, I dreamt about him.

In my dreams, we were friends.

And I confessed to him in my dreams :/

Like what?!

Quite a cute confession somemore lo! (In my opinion)

But in my dream, he gave no reaction to my confession =_=

It's like if I wanna dream about confessing, I should at least dream about confessing to Siwon mah!

Why dream about him? Tsktsk!

I know he can't be mine and that we can't be good friends either.

Not like Siwon can be mine.

But at least I will feel happier confessing to Siwon in my dreams as compared to him lo!

Will still feel happy even if Siwon rejected me in my dreams ah~ *__*

Like a dream come true~~~~~

SO WHY MUST IT BE HIM!

I WANT WONNIE OPPAAA~~~~ MY SUNSHINE BOYYYY~~~

And I woke up later, stalk abit and found out that he booked out a day before.

AGAIN!

Coincidence or what!!!

Why like that!

I don't want lah T^T

Haiz.... Just wanna forget lahhhhh!

I actually have a small secret. A wish.

One of the things that I really want to do is to have a boyfriend and go through the process of army with him together.

Sighs seems like it's not going to happen le.

On second thoughts, maybe not!

Maybe my wish could still be fulfilled~

Just have to wait for 숸오뽜 or Cho Kyu~~~

HAHAHA DREAMING AGAIN AHHH~

Short post!

Was posted on Wednesday, December 28, 2011

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Should do a concluding post for 2011 soon~
Yeaps!

Don't really have the 'feel' to blog anything here recently :/
But I have been writing memo notes about my thoughts and feelings on things on my phone...
Should transfer them to somewhere soon too...
Maybe not to this blog, cause it seems like the timing isn't right anymore.
The events/things had passed and the feeling is not there anymore~
Maybe I should transfer them to my own diary book!

Hmmm..
There's so many things that I wanna start doing!
1. I have actually started having my own korean lyrics book,
It's just a book with the hangul lyrics and english translations of songs that I liked.
Actually this method of learning korean ain't that bad!
I actually managed to understand the meaning of the song, and learnt new words~
2. Wanted to start a small scrapbook on my fan-girl life..
Which I haven't really started..
3. I also wanna start on doing my own series of felt toys!

My first ever hand-made felt toy!!!
Little lion~ :>
Hehe little lion was given away to someone in a Christmas present exchange event~
Hope that person will take care of him!
I also wanted to make a Chibi Siwon felt toy to bring over to the SS4 concert in feb!
Heh hope I will succeed in making the chibi felt toy nicely! ;D

There's like so many things that I wanna start doing!!!!
Need to find the time to start on them!
That's all for now~!
안녕~

Was posted on Tuesday, December 20, 2011

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난 네가 좋아해
널 널 널 널
You you you

Gahh
Second time in my 18 years that I have such interest in someone.
풉~~~

Was posted on Saturday, December 10, 2011

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Today started out as a good day.
Going to the animal shelter, seeing all the big doggies.
Getting so near with them, touching them.
They just make me forget all my problems and stress.
And it's like it's easier to make friends with doggies as compared to humans.
It just took me a few minutes to warm up to some of them.

Yeah started out as a good day, but everything started going downhill.
I also don't know what actually happened,
Or was it me who was just feeling emotional today.
Was just pretty disappointed, somehow.
But I know I shouldn't be a bother.
So yeah went home myself after going to the event.
And that's why somehow one way or another I think I saw the eclipse cause I was walking home.
Got home and saw my brother being like some computer addict.
Scolding vulgarities and punching and kicking the walls just cause he can't download his game.
Wanted to binge on food (lol), but something happened again.
And I became even more emotional.
Shit this.
Need to stop these two streams of water from coming down.
Iam not really sure why they are coming down.
Just feel shitty and emotional.

I say I will go support that means I will go support even if no one go with me.
And I went for it, on my own.
Oh well I did what I promised.
A man of my words.

I really need to be independent.
Not gonna rely on friends to help with the sch work.
Gonna do things my way.
Gonna go out to take pics for my work on my own.
Not gonna go with them tmr.
Yes I can do this.

EverLasting Friends (ELF) ♥

Was posted on Sunday, October 30, 2011

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Aigooo this blog had been collecting dusts...
I should update something right...?
So many weeks had passed.
Quite a lot of things had happened.
Project2, Holidays, Chalet...
Erm... Okay it doesn't really seem like there's a lot of things now :/
I don't think I've been living a meaningful life recently.
Did nothing meaningful at all, I think.
I feel like I have a lot to blog about and don't know where to start,
And at the same time, I feel like everything I wanted to blog about is pretty meaningless..
LOL LOL
Huuuu
I thought about a lot of random and rubbish thoughts during the holidays...
And got myself all emo-y and sad the whole night/day on some days.
Tskkk
AND I STILL HAVEN'T GOT TO UPDATE ABOUT SS3!!! D:
It's gonna be past one year soon... SS4 is starting...
And I haven't update about SS3...
GAHHHH
NEED MONEYY!! SAVEEE!!!
Because I didn't save enough money,
Siwonzone's photobook just swam past before my eyes...
So near yet so far...
Photobook... ;__;

Pretty random but I have been thinking...
The name given to the fans of Super Junior is really meaningful.

♥ EVERLASTING FRIENDS (ELF) ♥

Loving this name a lot more all of a sudden...
Maybe it's because I have been thinking a lot about the topic on friends.
And how the word 'Friendship' is important to me.
Because I think I've yet find a real friendship till now...?
Maybe one true friendship really did develop recently...?
I don't know.
Only time will tell.
I hope, this time, it will not be the wrong one again... :>

Seriously, I must ask this again, WHAT IN THE WORLD IS THE MEANING OF FRIENDSHIP

Was posted on Saturday, September 10, 2011

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Some days, I just lose faith and hope in the word 'friendship'.
Some days I really wonder what friendship means.
有缘就永远是朋友，没缘，不管认识了几年，做了几年的’朋友‘，都不可能是长久的...

Frankly speaking, I was hoping to type something like
#thatawkwardmomentwhensomeoneaskedyouwhat'swrongandtheansweristhem
But then, all I can type now is...
HAH! I BET YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW I WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU.
This is so sad so sad so so sad.
Maybe I should give up on this friendship too.
All my life (till now) it seems that I've always been giving up on friendships.
And always have problems with friendships.
This shucks.
IS THIS SERIOUSLY MY FATE?!

都做了几年的朋友了，我其实心里也知道我们是不可能做知心朋友的，只能做表面的朋友，就我自己都不相信这是事实而以吧。。。

Maybe I shouldn't care so much about you anymore.
Why should I really.
When the person who is putting in the effort is me, not you.
To think I actually did send those sms-es to console/encourage...
Pfft and you didn't even send me anything ever during periods when I was down.
But frankly, not only you, but no one else ever did send me any sms-es when I was feeling down.
Okay maybe one or two did... Sometimes...
But seriously, I don't even think you notice that tweet of mine.
You were happily talking to other people.

╮(╯▽╰)╭
*Shrugs*
I think I still don't know you enough even after all these years,
and I can't read your mind.
Sorry for the ramblings.
I should put back my mask and go back to my optimist self again.

Half of Project2 when by....

Was posted on Wednesday, August 24, 2011

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我来报平安~

LOL LOL
Seems like I've been missing for quite some time here.
Nothing much nothing much.
Project2 have been pretty peaceful... For now...
Pretty grateful to have a good lecturer, for he can lead us to the correct work path.
Just that it's kind of pressurizing in some ways.
But all is well all is well.
Will go back to blogging again after this sem ends.
Or maybe when PComdi starts.
Maybe I'll come here and rant :P

No school on monday! \o/

Was posted on Friday, July 29, 2011

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Let me show you 'my house'...

Interesting lecturers is making my life in school more bearable ;>

5집 is gonna be 대박!!
슈퍼주니어 화이팅!!
시원 화이팅!!

시원아~
不要孤獨因為我们会在你身边,
不要難過因為雨后就会天晴~
Don't feel lonely because we will be there.
Don't be sad because happiness will come after the rain. ♥

What's Meant To Be Will Eventually, Be.

Reviving the blog, 4 years later

Was posted on Monday, September 5, 2016

Was posted on Friday, December 14, 2012

I have been MIA for so long eh~

Was posted on Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Short post!

Was posted on Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Was posted on Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Was posted on Saturday, December 10, 2011

EverLasting Friends (ELF) ♥

Was posted on Sunday, October 30, 2011

Seriously, I must ask this again, WHAT IN THE WORLD IS THE MEANING OF FRIENDSHIP

Was posted on Saturday, September 10, 2011

Half of Project2 when by....

Was posted on Wednesday, August 24, 2011

No school on monday! \o/

Was posted on Friday, July 29, 2011

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