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Today started out as a good day.
Going to the animal shelter, seeing all the big doggies.
Getting so near with them, touching them.
They just make me forget all my problems and stress.
And it's like it's easier to make friends with doggies as compared to humans.
It just took me a few minutes to warm up to some of them.
Yeah started out as a good day, but everything started going downhill.
I also don't know what actually happened,
Or was it me who was just feeling emotional today.
Was just pretty disappointed, somehow.
But I know I shouldn't be a bother.
So yeah went home myself after going to the event.
And that's why somehow one way or another I think I saw the eclipse cause I was walking home.
Got home and saw my brother being like some computer addict.
Scolding vulgarities and punching and kicking the walls just cause he can't download his game.
Wanted to binge on food (lol), but something happened again.
And I became even more emotional.
Shit this.
Need to stop these two streams of water from coming down.
Iam not really sure why they are coming down.
Just feel shitty and emotional.
I say I will go support that means I will go support even if no one go with me.
And I went for it, on my own.
Oh well I did what I promised.
A man of my words.
I really need to be independent.
Not gonna rely on friends to help with the sch work.
Gonna do things my way.
Gonna go out to take pics for my work on my own.
Not gonna go with them tmr.
Yes I can do this.
Going to the animal shelter, seeing all the big doggies.
Getting so near with them, touching them.
They just make me forget all my problems and stress.
And it's like it's easier to make friends with doggies as compared to humans.
It just took me a few minutes to warm up to some of them.
Yeah started out as a good day, but everything started going downhill.
I also don't know what actually happened,
Or was it me who was just feeling emotional today.
Was just pretty disappointed, somehow.
But I know I shouldn't be a bother.
So yeah went home myself after going to the event.
And that's why somehow one way or another I think I saw the eclipse cause I was walking home.
Got home and saw my brother being like some computer addict.
Scolding vulgarities and punching and kicking the walls just cause he can't download his game.
Wanted to binge on food (lol), but something happened again.
And I became even more emotional.
Shit this.
Need to stop these two streams of water from coming down.
Iam not really sure why they are coming down.
Just feel shitty and emotional.
I say I will go support that means I will go support even if no one go with me.
And I went for it, on my own.
Oh well I did what I promised.
A man of my words.
I really need to be independent.
Not gonna rely on friends to help with the sch work.
Gonna do things my way.
Gonna go out to take pics for my work on my own.
Not gonna go with them tmr.
Yes I can do this.