Waiting for that someone who will make me smile like no other ♥

Start of the Holidays!

Was posted on Wednesday, March 30, 2011

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Whoopodidodi!
Just gotta say Project 1 ended, I gave it my best,
I won't be expecting too much for the grades since they already said that getting a C is already very good.
So yeah.

Today, peiwen, loklin and me did some handicraft work.
Heh heh!
It was totally fun hanging out with them.
I like the feeling of just hanging out and talking. :)
Feels so different from hanging out with other people.
Seriously.
Iam actually VERY VERY VERY grateful for the fact that we can still get along pretty well. :D
Things just happen, I won't know what will change next time.
But Iam really grateful. Jinjia.
Can't express how grateful Iam.

But frankly speaking, sometimes I got a deja-vu like feeling.
And it really scares and worried me.
有阴影了，我怕了.

Oh yeah!
I got my Sjm album!
It flew here from Korea!
But I got kyu's card instead of Siwon..
Hmm but all is well!
I've got a big big big poster!

Sidenote: another coursemate found my twitter account.
Actually I knew all my coursemates' twitter account and I do sometimes read their tweets but I won't follow them.
Since as you know I sometimes do spam tweets about Siwon and Suju,
I don't want them to get irritated by those tweets or by me cause I don't know if they accept kpop.
Especially for people in design school, they seem to have a thing about kpop stuffs. :'(
I know some of them hate it to the core or something.
Sometimes it so hard cause I've got no one to spazz or talk kpop to in school.
Aish, and in school I think Iam just trying to hide the fact that Iam into kpop (suju).
And I've already stop myself from tweeting too much spazzing stuffs.
Sometimes I type something, I don't tweet them, I backspace everything I type, after thinking twice.
AISH.

I was thinking it will be disasterous if they found my tumblr, pretty impossible but it's a scary thought.

Guess next post would be about SS3, but frankly speaking I don't remeber much of what happened there.

Utterly disappointed in someone.

5 more days

Was posted on Thursday, March 24, 2011

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Dear xin,

Project 1 is gonna end soon ya,

please please please don't get distracted,

remind yourself that you still have quite a lot of things to complete.

4 more days, just four more days,

complete everything by sunday and you will not be panicking and rushing.

P1 would be over then,

Work hard now and

Don't regret it later, seriously.

Just think of Siwon and complete your work.

Siwon will be your strength support for these few days. ❤

Just remember that.

HWAITING HWAITING FIGHTING FIGHTING

Siwon oppa, I really like/love you, do you know that?

Saranghaeyo ❤

(just gotta say that to get me motivated)

Submission date extended; holidays delayed.

Was posted on Thursday, March 17, 2011

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Iam kinda late in updating this news, but oh well..
P1 submission dates have been extended for us, that means our hoildays have been shortened...
HAIZ
I don't know whether to be happy or sad.
Happy cause submission date is extended whihch means more time to complete my work.
Sad because our holidays have been shortened by five days.
Submission date is on 28/03 instead of 24/03 now.
What's more there's going to be a need for a 3mins presentation and there will still be a 2min critic given to us!
Like what, want us to be demoralised throughout the whole holidays only right?
If the critic given to us is bad, then whao, like there's no need to enjoy holidays liao,
emo at home only.

Okay Iam just ranting away.

Gonna enjoy my whole day away tmr :)
YAY!! :D :D
Whoop whoop woots! :D!

Random

Was posted on Saturday, March 5, 2011

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ASDFJKL The horoscope thingy thang on twitter is always making me delusional.
And yes, I really do believe in horoscopes.
-Don't judge me-
So, zodiacfacts always says that Aries is most compatible with Leo and Sagittarius.
And guess who's an Aries?
I feel kinda stupid saying this, but yeah you guess it, it's Siwon...
Lol lol lol li lol
Iam just dreaming and being delusional and is thinking of rubbish.
But. I can just dream right?
Bleh I don't wanna dream but I wanna dream at the same time.
I know it's 0% possible or maybe it's -100000% possible.
I know Iam not being rational and is being stupid..
Aish I guess I should just continue being delusional.
Makes me a little happy.
But I think Iam crazy at the same time.
Wants and know I should stop being delusional but I can't.
That's what fan-girls feel I suppose.
And Iam quite sure it's not just me, there's like tons of people thinking of even more delusional stuffs as compared to me.
Ah oh well, it's just a crappy post.
Need to get this out...
Ignore it...

WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT
IAM BEING DELUSIONAL
DREAMING ONLY -slaps self-

Zodiacfacts, stop telling me aries is compatible with leos.
And I just found out that one of my friend is a taurus, one which I found her to be a really good friend to hang out with.
But apparently, leo and taurus don't really get along well with each other?
Seriously when I first knew her, I complained a lot about her.
Now, I seem to feel that she's a friend I could rely on.
She seemed to have played an important part in my poly life.

I WANT A HAMSTER IN MY LIFE NOW.
-no link-

Short Update!

Was posted on Monday, February 28, 2011

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SUUUPPPEEERRR LOOONNNGGG since I last posted.
And this is going to be a quick one.

Very very very very (insert a million times very here) Busy these two months.
Project 1, and Interior Elements and Construction in a month.
Both a killer.
Especially project 1.
But I suppose life wouldn't be so hectic now since InE&C just ended today...
Somehow I got a feeling I might fail and have to retake this module...
Screwed up my final assignment for that.
BIG TIME.
Aishh...
Project 1, oh how I hate them...
Critics, consultations...
Zzz and to add on, I think I didn't really get a good lecturer for P1. (in my opinion)
One more month (okay 23 days to be exact) and Project1 would be over!
For real.
Now, all I can do is to just get it over and done with, just bear with it for 23 days.
Yes... 23 days... I can do it!

P.s. I didn't know art card was that sharp. Got a breaking deep cut on my thuumb by an art card. I still can't forget the feeling how my thumb rubbed against the ends of the card and there! a deep cut... -shivers- It's such a scary feeling thinking about it.

I STILL HAVEN'T BLOGGED ABOUT MY SUPER SHOW 3 EXPERIENCE!!!!!! D: D:
Guess I can only do it after P1.
Hope I still remember what to write about...

I Have No Fate With Handphones.

Was posted on Monday, January 24, 2011

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As you would have known, I've recently been pickpocketed.
Someone took my handphone from my bag while I was shopping around in Toa Payoh. :'(
The zip of my bag was opened when I look at my bag.
That bastard took my handphone but lucky for me, that person didn't take my wallet and other things in the same compartment.
I think the reason for only taking my phone is due to the reason that my phone have a handphone strap attached to it.
It made it easier for people to just take a corner of the strap and pull my handphone out...
Argh! Shouldn't have put the strap! Made it easier for pickpockets!
My phone... :( The big touchscreen.. :( My big Siwon wallpaper... :( My photos.... :(
Ahhh freaking cried on the streets.
I was shopping around for new year clothes and shoes that time.
I actually bought a pair of shoes.
My phone is so precious to me that I would literally give up my shoes and get my phone back...
Why I so suay one...
I lost my phone once in 2009 year end that time, and now I lost my phone again.
I found out that ever since I had my first actual phone, I would lose it one year later.
I never get to keep my old phone because I would just lose it and then I would get a new one.
Haiz.. Till now, I have only used three phones, one of it is the one Iam using now, and the two?
I lost both of them, after using it for about one year or less..
I suck when it comes to taking good care of my phones..
AHHHH
Why me?? Why always me?? D: D:
But lucky for me, mom bought me a new phone after that.
She only bought it cause it was considered cheap.
Though it's a quite a crappy phone as compared to my touchscreen, but at least I have a phone right!
And on top of that, the megapixel for the camera of the new phone is better than my touchscreen one.
Good for me to take that phone to take pictures for SS3 as compared to the touchscreen!
Ahhh but that phone is super laggy and different to my old one!
Plus there's actually quite a lot of problems here and there!
When the name of the song is too long, it won't appear in my phone and some pictures that I put in doesn't appear too!
I wonder why ah..
Oh well, at least I have a phone now...

Now I get pretty paranoid when someone bumps onto my bag on the streets and tends to keep checking my bag for my phone and wallet...
Aishhh
No fate with handphones...
Okay my brother also have no fate with handphones too.
If I never lose my phone, my brother will at least have an old phone to use now.
He don't even have a phone cause my mom don't wanna buy and I don't have a spare phone to give him...

11 MORE DAYS TO SS3!!!!!!

Was posted on Wednesday, January 19, 2011

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Haven't been posting for a while,
and hey it's my first post for the year~~~
Been pretty busy with school.
Current module: Multimedia Fundamentals, Architecture Design Theory.
Multimedia fundamentals, a module that requires us to learn and use photoshop, dreamweaver, and flash to do a website.
I really like doing all these but it's really kinda taking up alot of my time.
I spent hours and hours perfecting the pictures and figuring out how to layout my website.
Most importantly, I spent a lot of time on figuring out how to use the softwares itself, plus downloading all the trials for the softwares.
Haiz though it's great that I finally managed to learn how to use photoshop, but now, what i lack is the knowledge to use illustrater.
All the graphics that I drew in photoshop doesn't look very nice... :/

Architecture design theory is pretty interesting in some ways. :)
It's about the styles of buildings from the past to present.
Pretty insightful. :)
I LIKE.
And I promised myself to go to some of the countries to visit the architectures there when Iam older.
Like what the lecturer said,
' If you have the chance, go to those European countries and experience the feeling and stlyes of their architectures there.'
Made a mental note to myself: One of the must go places for me will be the Jewish museum in Berlin.
A MUST GO.
Hectic block once again, what's new.
Ahh oh well, hope that this block pass by quickly.

And after this block,
SS3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CAN'T WAIT CAN'T WAIT!
WHOO HOO

Am having a performance during march in nchs for a homecoming event.
Wonder if I can manage practices and Project1 all together.
Hope all goes well smoothly.

2010 recap; upcoming 2011

Was posted on Friday, December 31, 2010

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Since 2010 is ending,
Let me have a recap about my life during 2010:

- 2010 the year which I officially fell in love with SuJu and Siwon.
- Inline skated for the first time.
- Went kbox for the first time
- Took up dance.
- Performed on stage for the first time.
- Held hands with a guy for the first time. (Pretty lol and it was due to the performance)
- Went to a lot of dance events this year.
- Had my first nightwalk and survived.
- Managed to survive in Design sch till now.
- Freakingly cried in front of a lecturer and none of my classmates knew. (Iam seriously shocked at this one myself)
- Cried in front of 7 people whom Iam not close with during the first week of school.
- Learnt a lot in poly. (Really a lot, esp. being in design school)
- Found out that I still have a little talent when it comes to drawing. (Just a little)
- Had nice & awesome lecturers that I really liked and hope I'll meet them again.
- Had the worst lecturer that I really hate. (Hated her to the core till now.)
- Didn't sleep for one whole day due to school work.
- Cleaned an elderly's home.
- Went IMH twice for voluntary work.
- Learnt hand signs.
- Tried dragon-boating.
- Played frisbee and tchoukball.
- Trained under the heavy rain.
- Been a facilitator for a camp.
- Signed up for events by myself.
- Spent my birthday anonymously.
- Ate, shop, roam, wander by myself.
- Took up swimming from friends and finally learnt how to swim a little.
- Bought my first ever concert ticket! SS3!!
- Found out which friends are worth keeping and treasuring.
- Found out which friends to forget and keep away from.

That pretty much sums up my life in 2010. ^^
I wrote that while reading all my posts for 2010.
It seems to me that I experienced a lot this year.
Iam glad I learnt and did so much things this year.

And since 2011 is coming,
I shall write out what I want to achieve or wished for in 2011:

ERM ERM ERM what do I want to do?

- Contine to survive in Design school.
- Go and watch a movie myself. (Still don't have the guts to achieve this)
- Get a pair of dance shoes/sneakers.
- Wished that I will have awesome and nice lecturers for the rest of the year.
- Prays that I won't be taught by HER.
- Learn korean from the community centre.

That's all I can think of for now.

This year is ending real soon!!
See you guys again next year!
Which is tomorrow! :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Labels: last day of 2010, really long post 2010

Was posted on Saturday, December 18, 2010

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The drawing that I got the highest plus the one drawing that I love the most for my drawing essentials module!
Say hi to Siwon! :D

My 1m sculpture for my 3Dart module. Made out of plastic spoons and forks of different sizes. :D

Hectic block + awesome lecturers = all is good!

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It's finally the end of two hectic modules!
I've learnt quite a lot!
Drawing/shading and making sculptures are two of the things that I love most!
And Iam happy that it ended but sad at the same time cause I will miss this block.. :'(

Iam very sure that I'll miss this block and the lecturers... :'(
Iam missing them already!
The two awesome lecturers for this two modules.. *sob sob*
I do think that I've got the two best lecturers for these two modules this block!
They are very good, way better that the other class, in my opinion that is.
And in my opinion of good, they must be friendly, not stuck up, able to teach well,
and most importantly,we students must be able to ask him/her questions comfortably...
Argh! I forgot the word to describe that!!
Anyway, I like them... haas :D
Aishhh...
Damn i think I got too attached to them!
Hope I'll get good lecturers again next block.
And I kinda hope that I will get to be taught by this block's lecturers again next year..
Please please I wanna get taught by them!
Ahh too attached... D:
And Iam starting to like the fact that me and my friends/clique are getting along quite well!
I can somehow sense that our friendship bond is getting better!
They are funny as hell!
Like REALLY FUNNY!
Never fails to make me laugh! :D :D
And that's good!

Life is awesome with great friends and great lecturers! (For now)
In addition to that, what is more awesome than me getting my SS3 tickets!
:D :D

What's Meant To Be Will Eventually, Be.

Start of the Holidays!

Was posted on Wednesday, March 30, 2011

5 more days

Was posted on Thursday, March 24, 2011

Submission date extended; holidays delayed.

Was posted on Thursday, March 17, 2011

Random

Was posted on Saturday, March 5, 2011

Short Update!

Was posted on Monday, February 28, 2011

I Have No Fate With Handphones.

Was posted on Monday, January 24, 2011

11 MORE DAYS TO SS3!!!!!!

Was posted on Wednesday, January 19, 2011

2010 recap; upcoming 2011

Was posted on Friday, December 31, 2010

Was posted on Saturday, December 18, 2010

Hectic block + awesome lecturers = all is good!

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