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Lost my motivation...
Went for frisbee training today.They damn hiong, it was raining, but we still had our training in the rain.
Then suddenly, I don't feel like getting into the team.
Like I suddenly lost the motivation.
I was like lucky I didn't get into the summer league team.
Somehow I don't really like the 'feel' of the whole cca team.
How they work, how they treat ppl and how they teach us.
They just don't have the we are a team a cca feel.
Maybe it's just me comparing to bball in sec sch.
I used to think that my batch de bball not united.
But now, I feel that bballers in sec sch are the most united man!
Some of them are nice and really good and motivating us.
It seems that those who are really willing to teach us are seniors who aren't really that good as compared to others and those who had been through what we are going to go through.
But some... haiz...
Dont really know how to say, but I just don't feel good there.
Somehow.
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