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Mixture of indescribable feelings
Today's one of my moody and emotional day. Again.Lol
Feeling kinda pathetic?
I suddenly thought of the people around me.
It's just kinda sad thinking that I've been used and been cheated of my money before.
It's not only one that cheated me of my money, it's quite a few.
Think Iam dumb and gullible is it?
Trusts them too easily and I can't bear to turn them down.
Yes, Iam dumb, gullible and stupid.
(Typed a whole chunk but deleted them away.)
Can't even find people to go shop around for my bag or watch movies.
They have their own events.
Why is it that when people find me to go out and Iam free.
And when I need people to go out, they are not free?
Oh well, I should learn how to be more more more independent.
Guess I ought to build up a thicker wall to protect myself.
Can't trust people that easily anymore.
On a side note, it's weird how there's no eye candy or crushes for me since poly started.
Except for that one time during fwisbee when poly just started.
Hmm ???
But it's a good thing. I guess.
Didn't manage to buy ss3 tickets today. :(
Kinda sad, disappointed and a whole lot of indescribable feelings.
一个好爸爸 is a meaningful movie.
Got me thinking. Alot.
To add on, it's super touching. :'(