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Demoralised. Disappointed.
Seriously I've got nothing to post...Sian.... Z.Z
Work,eat,sleep,watch dvds,go out...
Beep beep beep...
Everyday the same lo.
So sian.
Oh ya...
The dance teacher said that Iam one of thoses that are not cut out to dance.
Like those kind of two-left foot like that.
Like seriously, super demoralising eh!
Felt like giving up and not learning le lor.
I don't think he know that this is the first ever time in my life Iam dancing.
Very what lehh!
First time dance...Then you just teach a very difficult choreo...
Think I what meh!
I never dance before what...
How good do you think I can be!!!!
Very what lo!!!
Was angry emo sad.
Felt like crying...
Then after he said that, all I can think of is:
' You said Iam not suitable for dancing, then I dance wrong is not my proble le lo. Is my body lo. Since you said that it's not suitable. '
ANGRY >:(
Like wth!
Why like everything I learn is like not suitable for me de?!?!
First basketball. Now dance.
I've been playing basketball for like 7 years and still no result?!?!
And Iam still a bench player.
An insignificant one at that.
A one with no results.
Dance.... I've got no motivation to continue learning.
To think I've been looking forward to it before and like dance.
Now...ZZZZzzz
虽然我不要被你看扁，我要证明给你看我是可以跳舞的。
但每当我想到你所说的，我就完全失去了斗志，失去了兴趣。
超想放弃学跳舞的意志了。
Demoralised.
Disappointed.
一事无成的我。
:( :( :(
Chinese new year le la.
Buy new clothes le.
To think I bought a skirt. -.-
Abit want to wear for new year and abit hesitant.
HAIZZZZ
Now Iam also losing my will to work le.
So sian lo.
No one to really talk to.
Except for those part timers.
But everyday got different part timers.
Then like everyday will know a friend.
But then the 'friend' changes everytime cause diff ppl come everyday.
ZzzZzz
SIAN AH! WHAT TO DO.
DON'T FEEL LIKE WORKING LEHH....
BUT FEEL LIKE WORKING LEHH (cause got money mahh)
SO CONTRADICTING.