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iam so damnit pissed...can't describe...i dunno if iam tinking too much or wat...it just gets on my nerves...i can't stand it...will be going mad from doubting ppl and myself sooner or later...
i noe iam almost invisible or maybe even transparent...
i noe iam nt liked...
i noe iam nt tat hyper or funny type...iam just trying to be funny and making fun of myself as you like it...
i noe iam nt pretty or cool looking...
i noe i dun hav much money...iam poor can?!
i dun hav a nice bag,nice shirt or watsoever...
i hav nothing...
i noe nothing...
i just seem and feel like a nerd....
iam quite useless in studies..oh..maybe iam quite useless in eveything...
everything now just sort of s**k like shit...
iam nt happy..nt happy at all...anw i never am..
iam nt popular..(it's nt tat i wan to be a popular or wat..)it's just so lonely wanting to go somewhere bt nobody wans to go wif me...
i hate being lonely..i hate to be the only person..
i just keep seeing e things which i dun wanna see...
i just feel so left out....
i just dun feel right dere...it just feels as if i shouldn't be dere anw...like an xtra thing ready to be kicked away...
she can survive without me obviously since she has others...others tat she can be more happy wif...
i hav gt e mind to take away the tagboard or even tis blog since nobody comes anyway...it's just very useless...like a waste of space...
so who e hell am i writing to see??i just dunno...maybe some invisible ppl too??
crazy everthing is just driving me crazy...
i wanna beng kui...i wanna cry...bt nothing comes out plus i dun wan anything to come out...
iam nt tat weak...bt maybe iam..
i mus learn to be independent and nt rely on others...iam trying very hard nt to do so...bt i just can't...i hate to be alone...
i noe iam almost invisible or maybe even transparent...
i noe iam nt liked...
i noe iam nt tat hyper or funny type...iam just trying to be funny and making fun of myself as you like it...
i noe iam nt pretty or cool looking...
i noe i dun hav much money...iam poor can?!
i dun hav a nice bag,nice shirt or watsoever...
i hav nothing...
i noe nothing...
i just seem and feel like a nerd....
iam quite useless in studies..oh..maybe iam quite useless in eveything...
everything now just sort of s**k like shit...
iam nt happy..nt happy at all...anw i never am..
iam nt popular..(it's nt tat i wan to be a popular or wat..)it's just so lonely wanting to go somewhere bt nobody wans to go wif me...
i hate being lonely..i hate to be the only person..
i just keep seeing e things which i dun wanna see...
i just feel so left out....
i just dun feel right dere...it just feels as if i shouldn't be dere anw...like an xtra thing ready to be kicked away...
she can survive without me obviously since she has others...others tat she can be more happy wif...
i hav gt e mind to take away the tagboard or even tis blog since nobody comes anyway...it's just very useless...like a waste of space...
so who e hell am i writing to see??i just dunno...maybe some invisible ppl too??
crazy everthing is just driving me crazy...
i wanna beng kui...i wanna cry...bt nothing comes out plus i dun wan anything to come out...
iam nt tat weak...bt maybe iam..
i mus learn to be independent and nt rely on others...iam trying very hard nt to do so...bt i just can't...i hate to be alone...