time past so fast.i can't imagine tat tmr is already e last day of sch..well at first i tink tat e song i put up is a nice one..bt is like i hav been listening to it again and again for duuno how many times and i have starting to tink tat it is getting depressing sad and emo...is like when i listen to e music now,i feel like crying..no..should be i cried..is like i was looking at other ppl blog and is like some are talking bout friendship and some talking bout seperating to diff classes..and is like so depressing..i just found out tat iam quite emotional..today we finished watching e show 'the way home' i like it very much,it was touching..is like i found out tat these few dats,my life revolves around feeling depressed and like crying bout almost every sad things i see or hear..is like i will miss all my friends since they are nt in e same class as me..i will oso miss e teacher...is like tis is e only time when i felt tat e teacher are gd..i find them friendly funny and is like i dare and can approach them when i nid help...i find them friendly...iam quite sad tat they are nt going to be my teacher nxt year..i tink i'll miss them too!actually i was hoping tat they can still be my teacher nxt year bt i dun tink tis is possible,anw iam still hoping..iam tinking tat maybe i would cry tmr at sch..most prob..oh god i can't bare to part!why do i feel so sad and depressed bout parting/seperating..tis is my first time feelinf tat helpless and i dunno wat to do bout it,bout my new life in a new class nxt year..i dun tink i will be happy even when holiday comes..it doesn't mean a break,it means a time of seperation and a time when hard trainings come..well actually tat doesn't mean much to me now-i mean trainings..wat iam more concern bout is my friends,i really can't bare to part..is like they are surely going to diff class with me la..and all i hope is tat my class will be close to theirs so tat i can see them more often..i will like to spend more time with them laugh with them and do mani things with them..hope tat our friendship never end!bt is tat realy possible?once we are in sec3 we will all hav our own life..even though we say tat it is possible now,we might not tink tat way when we are in sec3..our friendship for each other will sure 'drop'..i don't tink i hav taken any neoprint with the both of them only before..i hopr to do tat..i really hope tat tis can be done..i feel dependent towards my friends and teachers i dunno why is like i wan them to help,bt help wat i dunno,just help will do..
I WILL DEFINETLY MISS ALL MY FRENZZ,ALL THE MOMENTS WE SHARE,THE TEACHERS TIS YEAR,AND DEFINETLY NOT FORGETTING ART!(cos i will nt be taking art nxt year even though i really wan to take it.and i dun tink i will get any chance to draw anything after nxt year.)
ART-FRIENDS-TEACHERS ROCKS!!!!!
*tat is quite a long and sadistic and depressed post..and iam crying bt the end of the post..tat's so embarrassing-is it being spell like ta?anw i feel emo?depressed?sad?i just did a test and they say tat iam nt very emo,depressed or wateva..i dun tink is true..crying now..

...my blog seems dead,my tagboard seems dead too!haiz..nothing to rite leh...so much things happen thus i do nt noe how to rite and even how to start...and now,iam going to treat it as it is my first post.and wat iam going to rite bout is bout e choosing of subjcts thingy.i noe it may be too late to talk bout it since e decision is made..haiz..i dun even noe if i made e right choice...bleh..i choose bio,geog and thirdly phy...last wk,when we gt e paper for e choosing of subj,i hav been racking my brian and killing lots of my brain cells to decideon wat to take..i like both bio and phy bt i tink i like bio more..bt i score better in phy and i tink tat bio nids alot of memory to rmb things.i don't even noe if i can cope lors..ppl had been encouraging me to take wat iam more interested in..n when ppl ask me wat i choose,they was like huh?u taking bio?mani ppl tink tat bio is difficult,dunno why iam sad bout seperating.dunno why lehhs..maybe cos i tink dere will be onli a little ppl who will be in e same class as me la..n tat e ppl who took e same subj as me,iam nt as close to them la..dunno why too..i tink i will miss tis class..at first i thought tat dere will be nothing for me in tis class for me to miss..bt aft loooking at e class photo n looking at us smiling so happily,i feel kinda sad,feel like crying lorrs..i dun even noe if i will regret wat i choose...sadsadsad..in my world of saddnosity..